Thursday----my life as a lie.......

I am 61 years old and have done little since I have stopped teaching.The most note worthy thing in my life has been waiting.If I am good enough mabe dadd will love maybe mother would hug me.I remembe at age 5-7 when mother told me her life was fine untill i cam along..be a big boy Don't cry...We'll get some ice cream what did I do to be hurt so much.....I try harder if you will love me!!Please dont' Yell...I sorry for livivng I will destroy me as quick as I can......just don't yelllllllllll

THE DEAD MARINE

The dead Marine was a 24 year old and a cousin to my wife had been wounded in a fire fight and bleed to death while waiting for the helicopter. Hero; gave the Ultimate sacfrice for his country.
When we went to visit the funeral home I was struck buy how small this killer of people was. His uniforms-the dress Blues and the green of the Corp.W ere on a board beside him. Videc of his life were running like some advertisement of the up coming feature .Marine sword. Corp always wanted young killers..The people came and went the sorrow was over illuming ....I reflect of the loss the person who killed him the lose on both side is terrible..Why must we kill in the name of peace.......Semph Phi David....