ALL HALLOWS EVE PRAYERS

a time for reflection of family and non famoly that have died in the past.
Mary Krekel Wibbels:John Leo O'Bryan:Musa Bell O'Bryan:Flora Marget Wibbels:Daisy Porter:George M.Krekel Sr.:Oda Mae Wibbels:Harold Edward Wibbels:Susan March:Lou Tate:Jerry Carlise:Francies Flowers.John Pearson:All family and Non family Rest in Peace and know that the love and goodness is still in our hearts.We Pray .......Remember God is love!

The Election

In just a few days we will play a part of voters in an election. Does your vote count? Will it matter who is in Office................No ,Gas and food prices will sore; the poor will still need help and the people who are wise and make money will be blamed for the problems of the USA. We are a great people who want it all. All the resources of the would...more hamburgers... faster cars...new diets..better drugs.. more Tech stuff...more travel....more etc.Do you know anyone who talks about or who they help? Do you know anyone who is a giver and not a taker? Are you happy?Give me 5 things that you must have to make life meaningful.......Your house is on fire what treasures do you take?...............

T'ai Chi

One thing that always facinationto me was the Chines exercis od T'ai Chi.I would see the people in China doing the exercise.The people seem to flow one move in to another and seem at peace.Well I have had a few lesson and enjoy the movement and the stretching.I will probaly carry this in to the last quater of my life.
I was in the classroom for so many years I feel lost at time.i enjoy the task of teaching and the interaction of the kids. I ran a child friendly classroom.Everone was a winner;exect the teacher.....
Breath deep---make the dreams go away............grasp the sparrow tail........d

Learning and reading.............

See Dick,See Sally. See Dick and Sally.Oh,oh,poor Sally!From the adventures of the See and Say method of Educatiion I was Taught.Plus the fact that studying for School was a no,no..I enjoy reading books of war or medicine.I have always fancinated about the healing arts.Or maybe just young women in tight white uniforms..."Brooks you know what I mean".....This may get us both in trouble.....Of all the things to teach reading was the most challening.I would use the textbook,pocket readers-Diary of Ann Frank.I would read giving the work a voice the student would also give the words a voice .The students were always in a buzz as to what was going to take place--some parents complained that the subject was to advanced for students at elem. level- such as loss.I had one small quiet kid who loved Steven King ;I got him volumes fom the book sale in Jeff.We would read comic,funnies ,cereal boxes.the newspaper,car repair books.I had a small student that read a transmission repair manule for three months..Did he learn?He did have fun with books.........................................d

Thanks for the review

Words have always been a struggle for me to find and use properly.I was always intrested in my childrens writting.They have a freshness to subjects and very analitical mind.....The most important function that I was to try was being a parent.You never know how things are going to turn out.....Gehtalz is a fourn of stream of concious writting........what am I saying ...what do I want to say? why should it be said..................LUNCH.........enought said

RAKING LEAVES

What joy to rake leaves.They scatter the ground and spread color and sence of completeness for the year.The new moon will be here in a few days and the fall will be around the corner.
Language- Ifind it very haard to express my thoughts and ideas....Why made to much tv.I hide in the Tube.We got our frist Tv in 1955.Superman was the frist show.I haave been a big fan ever since.If I don't have TV---time I feel nervious and confused just like a junkie.My kids what me to get a BIG Tv ,Yea Just open the vein and pour out what few brains I have after teaching for 34 years.........................

++++++++Church++++++++++++++++++

this is the second time I have tried to write a message about the church experience.Money.............unkind people very self rigiteous people................................people who want you to think their holy//////////Its's just me God the Whinnr>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.

LIES THAT I HAVE BEEN TOLD:

..................LIES THAT I HAVE BEEN TOLD.........
I LOVE YOU
I BE HOME TO TAKE YOU TO THE ....
MEET YOUR NEW DADDY
TAKE CARE OF YOUR BROTHERS
THIS WILL STING A LITTLE.
THIS STUDENT WILL BE A CHALLENGE
THIS DIET WILL CURE YOU
NO, IT DOESN'T MAKE YOU LOOK FAT
I MUST LIVE MY OWN LIFE.........CAN YOU HELP ME?
THIS IS A BETTER WAY TO TEACH................
PEOPLE ARE NICE TO MEET
USING THE COMPUTER IS SIMPLE.
AMYONE CAN DO IT........
YOU WILL LIVE FOR EVER.......IN MY HEART.........
THIS IS A SIMPLE PROJECT.................
WE IN THE FRONT OFFICE WANT TO HELP
PEOPLE SMARTER THAN YOU HAVE THIS ALL FIGURED OUT.............
COME ON BE A TEAMPLAYER
THIS NEW WAY IS MUCH BETTER IT ONLY SOUNDS TERRIBLE

I QUIT

Diane...................

I have chatted about love and lust to the effect that I have given up women.I did!!Diane was just a friend ,She had a bad breakup and didn't want to get hurt and so did I >We were just pals;some to go out with and chat -no strings attached....Just a friend................

FRIST LOVE LEGACY

I have fallen in love with the idea of the loss of my frist lost love.I have felt pain but as a young man knows it hit me between the eyes. I want to make love to her.In those days she controlled the show and sex was not to happen.....Ted was the name of my replacement..Never saw him 30+ years later I was to find out that he ran a round on her and screwed other women.Like a new marine I would have been always faithful.I went to see her at the death of her father and it was like old times I could feel the energy.I met our---her son who had knocked up a girl in Calif and had adorble little Grandchild.....Her new husband 14 years her senior(she married her dad) /I met him at the classreunion.The reunion made me feel as disconnected as ever .At the reunion Diane and Barbara met they were wearing same dress......both were incredable fine looking women.....................dan

AFTER THE BREAK-UP-more than you think

AS I WAS WRITING I HIT A MAGIC KEY THAT CHANGED THE TYPE TO BLACK-SO IF YOU WANT TO READ THE ENTIRE ENTRY HOLD THE KEY DOWN AND CHANG THE TEXT COLOR!!GOOD LUCK..............THIS IS FUN.............................D

AFTER THE BREAK-UP

When the break up was over i had two choices.!st go in the Army for 30+ years then retire and go to college.2cd get my but in gear and graduate college.NO WOMEN!!I was to study at night 2-5 am.The family was asleep and I had a table and light Bulb.My brothers were crazy at this time.The basment was a shooting gallery for Ron.He would take a collection of phone books for a backstop and shoot his 22cal. rifle in the basment.My books had bullet holes in the pages; the table had several big holes .I complained to mother and her answer was that the empty catiridges were from Ron's pocket-your to hard on my son..Jack was doing drugs in High school soon to kill all the brain cells and was dating angle named Suzy Williams.She was studing to be a teacher..I needed a date for a birthday party-Diane Marie Krekel was in my music class.She was nice and talked to me.She was a teacher!!She was very non threating..."Would you like to go to a party?"..............................d

THE NURSE

WHAT A GREAT TIME IN YOUR LIFE YOUR IN LOVE. Barbara and I planned our life together..At age my mother tried to kill her self..I couldn't find my shot gun she had it in her closet.One night we were to find her running toward a train.She was hospitalized for several months Sept.to Christmas and Barbara was the center of my universe.I could go and live with her and be safe..That was not to happen.One of the life scripts that I carry is that peopl that I love the most will leave abandoment.Do I pick people who will forfill this role? MyFather was to find confort in other women.FIGHTING,FIGHTING,FIGHTING it seems that all we did.Several years of conflict led to a life decision . We met and decided to breakup to see if we were in love or lust.We were going to seperat for a month-thats a long time I was hurting bad in about 10 days I started to try to call her I must see her,smell her, feel her touch ...No luck she wasn't there-where was she ?My life was coming un gluded......it took another week to findly get to go out for coffee or a coke.I had her back.I am safe; we didn't hug or kiss!!what's wrong?God I want to be with her so bad It hurts...We chatted and then she said that she met some oneelse and her parents just loved him......she was engaged to be married in the spring.I am dead;life is over and I am dead.I think I cried for about a week.I wanted to get away..Join the Army?No just throw my self in to my studies.Vietnam is close at hand.Grades must go up or I am gone.

....Frist love

I was about 15 when in a Social Studies Class a young landy was to catch my eye.I played football and was good.I ahd speed and the power of a raging bull.I was the only Sophmore to letter that year.As I sat in class I just looked at her ;I had the social skill of a tree.Athe end of the year She ask me out to a Hayride for her church.About 20-26 teens climb in the back of an old 1/2 ton pickup truckj with hay in the back .We road the back roads of Clark County and we held each other close and Necked!!It was intresting to kiss some non-family member strange liquids started to leak from my teen body.A few days after I called to say thanks and we started dating at the tennis courts.The summer was fun .I met her parents.Short mother -tall out spoken father about 6'1.......The same profile that John O and his wife Musa Bell had.Did I want the girl or nurting from the parents? We dated for about three yeas through uot school.Like many teens we fought and were possive of each other..We went to the proms and dances and ,I fell in love as much on can be at 15-19. I looked forward to spending my life with her-her parents hated me,they found me imature and controlling.....Guilty on both counts.............d

Lost Mind

I forgott the password.how stupid!! In a panic I rediscovered it..........safe.When I was in my early 20's I had as a hospital orderly,11-7 for a bout 3-3 1/2 years.I wanted to wear a white coat and have power to have people disrobe and and save lives....It never it occured to me that you must work hard and long...The people had power when you would put on the green suit and help other people.Haard work dealing with people dieing anfd shitting on you.My job was the dreaded enams.At the dark of night 5:30 I would wake people up and shove a tube up their ass.I also was allow to study..What a joke ...I had terribe study habits.I would pray ,read the books but the lack of insite and maturity I could never figure what the "real meaning oif the book was.Iwas dating a nurse at the time and wanted to marry her..We grew up together and fell in lust with one and other.The begin of my Sophmore year we split and I have cried ever since. There is a counrty song about Gods un answer prayers this was one .I was to meet my love of my life and fall in love---and lust!!......nite all Need to close the barn and get ready to start the Am milking in about an hour..............d

DANNYO

DANNYO

Monks........................

For the past several years I have been focused on the life self denial and poverty.As a result I went in to teaching.To hide from being an adult;the childhood that we all go through is full of damaged lessons and guilt.I saw the church as a way to walk a more meanful life.I come from the 60's where we were going to make a difference.I am scared of adulthood some things way to scarry.I went from a controlling mother to being married to the most dearest person on earth.An angel!I am afraid of everything but mostly me.I have always been told that I would never measure up to other people....And like Uncle Phi McGraw woukd say "how's it working for you".What I have observed that we all are monks..moving throught this experience called life.I am a religious mess when it comes to beliefs.I belive that it is better to do good than bad.It is better to love than to wish to love.It is better to hold someone and share the feeiling of life in their soul.I gave my life to my children and they did the unthinkable they grew up!!I am like Peter Pam...wanting and wishing for things.....My kids -adult= ARE A THINK OF BEAUTY!!Loving and careing adults..............................time to go chant and make fruit cakes..........peace be with you................................................

SOUP

I SPENT THE MORNING CHOPPING AND MAKING A LOT OF SOUP FOR THE COLD WEATHER TO COME.WHEN THE KIDS WERE HOME; SOUP MAKING INVOLVED EVERY ONE. HEATHER WOULD READ THE INGREDENTS AND ANDY WOULD LINE THE BOWLS UP TO BE FILLED .THE ONINS AND CELERY ,GARLIC WOULD BE CHOPED AND THE LARGE POT FROM MOTHER WOULD BE BROUGHT FORWARD FROM BENEATH THE STOVE.THGE KITCHEN WOULD BE HUMING FROM THE SOUND OF SHARP KNIVES CHOP.CHOP,CHOPPING.THE BURNER ON THE STOE WOULD TURN RED AND CANS OF BEANS AND TOMATOES WOULD BE POURED IN THE POT.SEVERAL HOURS WOULD PASS AS THE BOILING AND WARMING TOF THE SOUP WOULD TAKE PLACE.HARD ROLLS AND A SLICE OF SHARP CHEESE WOULD GIVE US ALL WARM TUMMIES..............DANO

...........winter

Do You like winter or do you like the winter because it is followed by spring?

The spin of life..............

In the classroom of the new school year I would start to share with my students how I viewed life.I would take a new piece of chalk in my right hand and draw a large wave.The chalk would always break and he kids would giggle.When the laughter would die down we would talk about the breaking chalk and the meaning of the wave.Life has its ups and downs ;we are in out canoe and ride the ups and sit quietly when life is on the down swing....The broken chalk-keep your goal in mind and keep going no matter what events happen.
Every day we would have a "life lesson" the kids would come back to class and share with me how the lesson got them through some tight times......We all had a Uncle or Grandparent who would dispence such wisdom when i was a younger person.............................dano

THIS TYPE OF MEDIA

I'M AM NEW TO WRITE FOR THE INTERNET.I still likr to cruise around th eblue screen waiteing for peeks and pokes.of the C-64 machine.When I read the work of other people they seem in a hurry to find themselves an achieve a new gross of goods.Where are the people that want to give and share the world before them....I was the father of three children ;two kive birth and a child that was still born.No one should have to bury a child.We are all a heart beat away from going to the ages.....need to go weave.I am weaving some wool scarfs for Christmas prsents.......write back soon1 ANY ADVISE??